Chapter 1

It was working. It had to work. We had been working on the project for way too long.
A failure would have meant starting from the scratch. Moreover, the long awaited holidays we all had been waiting for, would have been scrapped.
People around me are happy. Ecstatic about their success. Not acknowledging the fact that they had merely assembled pieces of the puzzle and nothing more than that. I was just glad it was over.
We call ourselves scientists, the brain of the world. We were the best of the best and yet we could barely comprehend the technology that came into our world about a century ago.
The whole notion of "creatures from the space" had been changed for the better of the human kind. Or so it seemed to everyone.They were our "friends".
It somehow seemed to me as if we were being used by our "friends" for their purpose. Unknowingly, we were falling in to the trap. When i had voiced my doubts , i was simply put down. Their trust in them was way too strong after all they had helped us earthlings progress a lot faster in every field. No one wanted to believe a few anomalies were enough to mistrust them.
The Truth.
What was the truth? It was like a lamp with the light of truth flickering inside. Dancing as if mocking the humans for being so vulnerable. Yet people could see only brightness and not the shadow that accompanied it. If only i could scream and make them understand what really was going on. But the whole idea was absurd. I could scream but only to deaf ears.
I knew i had to get enough proof to support myself, to support my idea and save us all.
The journey was about to start and i had dared to be alone in my quest to salvage the might.
With the evening gathering the necessary signs of weathered reality i decided to retire myself to quarters and get much needed rest,for what lay ahead was uncertainty.

election holiday n more..

ok..this has happened b4 also..me keepin myself shut to evrythn..an apparent change of mood...i was really hungry...but da thot of eatin out alone..by urself isnt very comfortin to me..
so i was gng to order..ya i can do dat all by myself.
sit back in ma rum...listen to music...or rather since i hav da tym reflect upon my thots...n maybe blog'em. thrs nuthn more pleasant than sittin n thinkin....n wid da weather also in ur favor...its gng good(as of now).
i hav a truck load of muvies...n sum hw i dnt fel like watchin them.....anime has caught my fascination....the world wer anythn can happen...wer u can fly...save da world...have a very pretty n cute heroine....who loves u alot...no matter wat...its gr8 fun....esp for a dreamer like me.
lyin down on ma bed thinkin wat wud happen if this all came true....ppl hav started wantin schools like hogwarts(harry potter...u knw).

Magic...an astounding word...n world.wat wudnt we giv to be a part of that magical journey...the turns ..the twist. Umm..its too tempting.
Regardless of wat we want...da reality seldom changes.....like 2day(28 sep2007,friday) we had holiday cuz of local elections but da rumor is already gng around dat we mite hav college on sunday...makin up 4 2day's loss......!!!!
its amazin hw ppl can think of it as an make up.....its a horrible punishment.
now now...if u gonna ask elders...they r gonna luv it.....sayin dat its a gud college...they are workin for u. but is dat really happenin...workin for us thing....!!!

damn...its never important....it never is.....

hav u noticed dat m pretty inconsistant.....wat i started wid n wat i ended up wid.
gettin an idea abt me......throw dat idea into da trash can....its not worth even thinkin ....cuz u cant figure me out on da basis of wat i write...so take care
cheerio!!!!

about me..!!

so..if i had to fill "about me"..wat would i write...!!
lets begin...i mean lemme giv it a try..
m fun loving....careless..lazy guy....who loves sleeping n dreaming.
i also like giving advices ...more importantly m a very good listener....u can tok all u want,abt nythn u want...n i will listen to u n i mite get involved in watevr u r tokn...takin genuine interest...
yup...m very optimistic...i believe dat no matter in watevr dire situation ur in...thrs always a way to get outta dat.
i take days as they come...one by one...!!cuz dats hw things work..u mite plan very well...but cant be sure dat it'll happen..n thus invite aunt agony!!!better hav an outline of things . wait n watch wat happens.
ahh..i hav petty mood swings also...mostly cant be explained by me.
lets c...mornin is one tym wen i dont feel like tokn alot...keep it shut!!let da beauty pass...let da day grow..n let da flower open up.. n watevr!!
if i cud wish ..then it wud be dat things shud happen to me...i mean gr8 things ...widout me movin much...well dats da deal. oh ya..an imp thing...i love my bed..it means i find it very uncomfortable to go into rooms or places wch i dont feel i belong to...well..if i'll think of nythn dat i hav missed then i'll append it later...
take care.

renewed camp

Comin bak afta such a long tym....getting over things..includin Delhi's heat..nevatheless its been one hecka trip.
The vacations are over n bak in college.I really thot dat this sem was gng to be interestin n chilled out..but hav we been back-stabbed?? Hell yeah....
all damn classes start from 8am..wid jus three half days...4 labs...a mini project....a seminar...n bloody campus connect everyday...to squeeze out every ounce of r breath...!!
n moreover...it bloody rains everyday...two or three times a day..!!
gamin is gonna take a backseat a little...its gonna be serious play.
Having a single room is cool..i hav gt NIRVANA n METALLICA posters up on da wall.
lukin gr8...n smilin upon me...hehe!!
okay m done thinkin n not thinkin...so m takin a leave...
adios...till next tym we meet....be sweet!!!

beginning!!

This is my first post.i hav so many things to tell,share....let them out...have space.
2day my sessionls ended...with strike one.
strike one...coz outta 5 papers...nly one went well...
3 sucked to the core...n i dint giv one...
its been quite miserable for me....!!
its weird feelin that i hav in my stomach....not of hunger...i jus fail to explain it...
its jus WEIRD.
i think i hav to go....goin to goa...
hope dat cheers me....m grateful to my frnz....specially u bhajjo....
ur gr8....m goin coz of u....